), anything really and nothing at all. I made a Facebook group called : Giving up on love -living a single life , so if any or all of you could join ,i would be very happy . Thanks for subscribing! I somewhat agree with you, it’s so, so painful. heck that out. I won’t end my life. The good news is, whatever we learn in this life can be unlearned and something different practiced. It’s nice to know there are people going through what I am going through. We need to have a connection with him. There also hundred’s if not thousands of sex hookup websites that are full of ficticious profiles and once again only interested in taking their customers money. He uses me to feel the love we share to sustain his relationship with his wife. I’d rather give up hope now and try to live my life as best as I can then wait for something that will most likely never happen. Hey if you ever want to chat to someone just let me know,im so sorry people have treated you like that,i really hope your well and get in touch.Kind regards samantha, I was just looking for answers for my life without love. wishing you all well and love I wish this wasnt happening for us all, but lets be a friend, and give love, to get a friend and get love. It is a website I believe is available in different places that helps people get together for the purpose of sharing “interests.” Interests being pretty broadly defined. It hurts very much and I’m dying a slow death because of it. Long live loneliness. she told me that she loves me very much and I was in her thoughts and heart till the very last minute of her wedding. I pretend I am against relarionships whatsoever but deepdown I feel kind of angry towards life for meeting the wrong people and getting wounds somewhere clise to my heart. I read your story and I am saddened that nobody has replied to your message yet. And due to various experiences, I just had to turn out to become a homosexual… can you believe the irony? !…”fake it till U make it ..”……(: Ric, do I understand correctly that you make a living from writing? am a 27year old man that’s been use and hurt by family friends and love ones.now I honestly don’t know at this point if it’s worth loving another human being but what I do know is that despite it all I’ll love my self first I know that I been there for people even they never was there for me wend I needed them I know that God took time to make me and I don’t believe in religion bull shit. It was clear that I felt the same. I miss the woman I love, talking to her especially, you never know how wonderful life can be when you have someone to share and talk with about life. It is clear from your statements that you are a person who loves deeply. have been a work alcoholic from childhood having been orphaned early. Because you deserve it. I agree because i thought i was all alone and there was no one in the world felt the way I did. I too feel as if I will never be loved. I hope you can find someone soon. I guess that is what you have to expect once you hit 40? A couple of my friends said don’t do it, he’s a great friend but a terrible boyfriend. This comment section is probably the most beautiful and wholesome thing I’ve ever read on the internet. Only when you realise that the highest form of love is from God that you will achieve inner peace and happiness. Love….. acceptance… friendship… ive all but given up. I spent the night several times, and even the next day. I think what we really lack (with an exception for sex and that stuff – which is a human basic need) is to be understood by our surroundings and that romantic love can actually be replaced by deep and accepting friendship. I don’t know who to be without him. Bitterness is hard to avoid after so many years of playing with the concept of love without being allowed to know the real qualia of it. I am 19 yrs old orphan for a long time I questioned my beliefs I don’t want to love anyone but my heart says me to love I hate it because it makes me feel week I lost my parents when I was born I was adopted by an old couple at the age of 16 there dead I lost everyone in my life and I feel like committing suicide I loved a girl when I was 16 but she left me after 3 months when she was found I was an orphan I was severely depressed it was then I got into drinking at age of 16 I feel like my life is was forever be empty till I die, there is always a person who cares in this life…for everyone. DrJ. But the time didnt matter it was special, he was special. [citation needed] She also made a playback performance singing "I'm Coming Home Again", with the comment that the lyrics perhaps weren't as relevant any longer. I’ve read in one of the comments how frustrating the usual answers to this horrible fait are. I literally drag myself through my days and cannot wait for sleep every night. @Randy Carter Also, I have often witnessed dramatic changes (sometimes) in the “napping, not taking care of herself/himself spouse” whose spouse leaves out of frustration and the remaining spouse is left having to take care of herself/himself. I lost my drive I just want to die. I can go for as long as a month without having a meaningful conversation with anyone, and sometimes i feel like i inherited my mother’s depression. I am without the man i love.I hurt him deeply.I guess I’ll be Alone forever.I accepting of that.I choose to focus on building myself and not looking to anyone to fix me.I sure miss him tho. True. If it never gets better surely you’d want to say i was tougher than most because I tried and tried and tried. Good and bad. I love them more than anything. With spirt broken again. She eats and sits around. I’m 60 now; the thought of spending the rest of my life without love used to be my greatest torment, but now it’s just another thing. You are very strong and god is looking at you. I have begun to develop disdain and hatred to those people who subjected me this horrible and tasteless life. it hurts like hell. I’ll turn 36 in three weeks. But for the sake of the young children we have, we go on. Whenever anyone gets to close I go into absolute panic mode and run in the other direction, I’m aware I’m behaving irrationally but the impulse that danger is afoot and I need to get away is so strong I cant fight it. Hey everyone. I am not bad, evil or unloveable. On the planet Eden, you would starve if the acid didn’t kill you first. Life seems useless many times and hope that one day everything will be alright, seems fading. So in order to coping with that I always tries to bind with other female whether she is a stranger or not as to seek connection, and I always fails. The only time dated a girl I was 17 and it lasted only 3 months and although I had feelings for her I can’t say I was in love. I turned to writing and two years later (about two years ago), my mother died of breast cancer. At that time it was just me (a 4-year old boy then), my slightly elder sister (who was around 6 years old), and mum. My life has always been filled with many interests like going out to hear live music, watching good movies and sports and talking to people I meet. I live vegan lifestyle. So I am not going out anymore for a while and I am trying to invest in myself and a life without love. I know it is hard as I also feel lonely at 60. Could never have a gf,self righteous mother woud always stick her nose in. Leaves on the very most outer fringe of society as survivors. You might find what your looking for through Meetup.com. The only good advice anyone’s ever given me on this: even though what you’re experiencing is awful and painful and so horribly unfair – you’re getting to spend your life with one of the most amazing people in the world. Try to be happy with what you have in your life. She shouldn’t let me have sexs n deeply love. I see all my friends around me, happy with their boyfriends and husband and here I am crushed, crying and devastated. If you want to chat, I am here for you. I hope I don’t sound vain but I’ve come to find out that I’m exceptionally beautiful, smart, funny, sociable. 4:26; Interactive - Living Without Your Love (Aus-Mix) - 1995. Pain so sever at times you cant breathe… I did have love ones….My husband died when i was 41…I’m now 56…and i so want to be with him….I’m tired of crying when i see lovers holding hands …I sit here watching TV..Watching crying…it hurts so much…I want to die..I live in pain so my kids and grand kids don’t have to live knowing i was such a loose that killed herself…. Wow. That turned out to be spot-on true. God is always there. But once you have reached a certain age, and love is no longer in the cards, the desperation to find love gives way to a realization that the search is over and you will be lonely forever. I was deceived and now am feeling to live without love and wish I could do so while enjoying my career and not hurting anyone, Just living without love attention. See all 5 formats and editions Hide other formats and editions. And hate smiling all the time but if I don’t people ask me what’s wrong, I just am not who I used to be. By the time the dust had settled she took everything. A third form of love can occur in the context of true friendships. That little guy loves me, is patient with me and never grows tired of a new day with me. I think I don’t have to worry about anything most importantly I have god. I’ve done everything I could think of to find Ms. There is so much trouble and suffering in this world at present, in my mind, it is the people who can love that are our greatest hope. You also seem to have not only survived your childhood loneliness but somehow come out the other side a stronger person for it! Of course, if coping with feelings of loss involved in the absence of romantic love is overwhelmingly painful, seeking supportive counseling or psychotherapy is still the best way of reducing your suffering. One day we argued and I told her that but she denied. First off, I would like to join the group of people that are telling you that “it is not too late for you to find love.” In fact, at your age, you will probably have a few experiences going forward, where you are learning about love relationships on the way to having a healthy and enduring one. I have seen many of my friends get hurt because of that thing. But i was teased and beat down by my own family. When you are in love with someone, friendship is a wonderful foundation for a love relationship. I used to watch movies where the dorky kid finds love and id dream. But life is more than that they say but yeah it so lonely. Living Without Your Love Lyrics: If I passed you on the street / Would you look the other way, afraid that we would meet? I was getting so good putting up psychological barriers to wanting love. I always gave my best to them but because I was depressed since age 11, something in me made them run away or straight up rejected me. I’ve tried to read the comments above as much as possible. I am just your replica down here in Nigeria, Africa. If not: start it!) ALL of them. If you are interested then my email id is nickgen2023@gmail.com. Allow yourselves to be sad because holy damn shit, it is awfully sad! You’ll have to put effort into a sustained connection with the kids, but you’d be free to pursue your own freedom out from under your marriage; 3. Dr.J. My parents “loved” me but I never felt it was genuine. Start loving yourself and focus on what makes you whole, before finding love and giving love. [citation needed], Springfield did play two live dates at London's Drury Lane Theatre, and one charity concert at the Royal Albert Hall in the presence of Princess Margaret, which all sold-out and were major successes. Also something I’ve noticed on here there are lot of ppl and guys who complain no one wants relationships YET THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE WHO WANT THEM( maybe reach out to each other that could be fun) So please don’t become discourage. My husband married me thinking I had money. From the first, life-changing terminal diagnosis to a new way of life as a widow, the deeply moving journey of mourning a beloved spouse’s death is the subject of Natasha Josefowitz’s candid, uplifting collection of poems, Living Without the One You Cannot Live Without. We seek human love. I think we could be headed for a time of greater intimacy between the sexes. It has been nearly two and a half years since you wrote this and I found it just now. This world chewed me up and spit me out, by world I mean people, family, friends , lovers. And if you don’t want me there a lot more other ppl to help. No light shines in my morning. I don’t meet or go out as I am always providing. No need for love after that. I am often scared, worried about what might (or might not) happen on any given day. Have a drink, enjoy some friends and count on nothing but loneliness. I have had 3 major long-term (at least 2 years) relationships and then met my husband then 7 years later divorced my husband. I surrendered. I’ve been failed many times when I put trust in my own judgement or on the person. And most women back then were Real Ladies and very old fashioned as well which made love so very easy to find back then as well. Anyways, what I’m getting at is that I have a ton of interests and things I live and I feel like I can avoid the emptiness by investing myself in those hobbies and endeavors. And writing all that was not easy by any means. But it is elusive. © Dr. Thomas Jordan | All Rights Reserved 2012 - 2020. My grandma followed suit (mostly from the depression that followed) and we were basically left to take care of ourselves. Unfortunately my stupid ass mind wandered to what it would be like to live out all the love in my heart and now been crying for days. Then using me as a pawn in a chest game. Love the family you like. Know that there are better days ahead…. All i wanted was love… all she wanted was kids and a maintenance guy who pays the bills It will only hurt the people who love the most. Hi.. Listen to Living Without Your Love - Single by Andy Jay & Interactive on Apple Music. You got lots of courage to share your story with the world. And I feel I have been robbed of the right to live as a human being should.Life without love tears me apart. you should live for yourself and not for anyone else, enjoy your life since no one can stop you, do whatever you want and Live like you’ve always dreamed, because you deserve this! I have decided to rewrite this post a couple of times because of what I’ve learned about this topic from the commentary and reactions sent to me over the many months since I’ve posted it. The feelings are terrifying for most and just before you hit the ground you think s**t!! We should build bridges instead of walls.Life is scary with love and companionship.people are so distant now, so cold. All of us need to try learn about ourselves. The track chosen to promote the album in the UK was the ballad "I'm Coming Home Again", a cover of a song released on Gladys Knight's first solo album the year before. Great to know there’s a whom tribe of love-forsaken orphans like me. [citation needed]. The Love Life Learning Center online is a psycho-educational website/blog offering love life related psycho-educational materials and activities including free website/blog content, and audio downloads/podcasts and tele-seminars for sale, to individual users with a broad range of love life problems. I wonder at the ease some people have with others and the joy that follows from it. And love can be defined in so many ways there rlly isn’t any one way to describe it. All I know is that every single woman on the planet finds me utterly revolting, repulsive, and disgusting. So now I think I’m going to sit the rest of life out. I’ve always hoped that I’m wrong but it has always been so painfully true. You are absolutely right and through your information given it shows you are in touch with your higher power. That’s about if really it’s tough when you have love to give but nobody to share it with. I think an advantage now is that a free and equal woman is better able to love more deeply and fully with a man who respects that freedom and equality. Hello Savana, Sorry to read about your unhappiness. I too have been confused at times about the lack of love or evasiveness of love in my life. Interactive - Living Without Your Love (Lady Dana Remix) - 1995. I’m a single mom with a disabled daughter & I don’t have time for love. It makes it easier to be trapped in a loveless marriage. Maybe, it is me; I do my best to help, and am often met, with judgment, rather than assistance. I survived the four years naturally isolating myself just like i did at home, until i graduated and left the school, having picked up virtually no socialization skills. I’m waiting to find out. But also websites and apps that can help those with depression or need to vent about there lives and look to improve it. Focus on distracting yourself until it gets better. Why did he create better women in those days compared to the real horrible ones that he created these days? 4.8 out of 5 stars 8 ratings. Many blessings to all of us for what we have gone through and have the courage to deal with every day. I was lucky, in that, I had good, loving relationships with my father and my grandfather, (and a little with my grandmother), but my mom was a very selfish, somewhat bipolar person who constantly used my younger brother’s disability (he had Down’s syndrome and seizure disorder and was non-verbal) to get attention or if that failed, her own hypochondria. I know I have a lot of defenses that keep me from experiencing forfilling love, just like what’s written in this article but everyday I see the same tendencies in the people around me. How can you love yourself, it’s a mystery. I want to thank you all for sharing your life experience with lack of love. I just thought it was me. I want to come out of this but sometimes it feels so good to think about her and some times it is of so much pain. That I have no attraction to only joy for me is counting down days to my death to finally be free. We’ve much in common. Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. You are not the first and won’t be the last person I have spoken with who has decided to accept a feeling of resignation that love came only once in their life. So I lost that love and now for the past 22 years have been either in non-loving, mostly asexual relationships or trying and failing to grasp love. Life is a journey and you get what you focus on. I just gave up on my wife again. Men often feel attracted to me and I often get deep connections either on a physical or an emotional level, I’ve had a few of these weird fake partnerships where just one of the two (physical or psychological level) is intensely strong but never both and men have liked me “do much” but there’s always this last step missing, that last piece that’s needed to make them feel in love. I think this what they call sublimation. I found your life story very interesting to read and I think it sounds like (in spite of your isolation and lack of familial or other relationships as you were growing up) that you ARE a good writer! Users are English-speaking adult men and women twenty-one (21) years of age and older. You haven’t loved your life yet. I would really like to come in touch with you and correspond via email. I’ve tried everything to try to understand the problem, from astrology to psychology to philosophy to mental health, and I’ve always found answers, and I’ve never found any answers. I also used to be an adviser and on the Board of Directors with Joan Cusak for a program called Best Buddies that tries to match up individuals with disabilities with a friend. Most women that now have their careers are the worst ones of all since a great deal of these women are so very high maintenance, independent, selfish, spoiled, greedy, picky, narcissists, gold diggers, cheaters, think they’re God’s gift to men, and so very very money hungry as well. Dear Mary, The use of e-mail correspondence or tele-seminar services or any other website/blog activities at the Love Life Learning Center website does not intend to be or portray it self to be nor should it be used as a substitute for a mental health therapy, counseling, or clinical treatment of any kind. I’m 65 and have had very few girlfriends. Love is dead. Its hard to express my feelings towards this one boy but what i want to say is that i live knowing that i love him and there’s nothing to do to stop or ease it, but it doesnt mean that i cant be happy or enjoy my life, i can and i can do it without him. Discover more music, concerts, videos, and pictures with the largest catalogue online at Last.fm. I stay because I see glimmers of hope that he will realize how perfect life could be if we both went off together. For some reasons,when I started high school, I believed from the bottom of my heart that I would find love during those years. Don’t give up life is hard but there is always hope. ), whether it be from a random stranger passing a compliment on the street, family members or crushes… Puppies and kittens are excluded of course! I had peace when I pused and read scripture: we were all made for a reason. I m married for two years after a 5 year relationship. He just up and left one day, and I was abandoned again. I volunteer with seniors and this helps give a sense of purpose. The Love Life Learning Center is not a dating or introductory service for men and women seeking dating, meeting, and/or networking experiences. I choose this thinking it will save our marriage from daily fights and abuses.but i am afraid my husband doesnt even call nor return my calls may be he need someone young and better. You cannot be continually happy. So here I am always getting hurt whenever I seek out love. The deep pain caused from countless devastating situations since I was little will never be healed. My heart is crushed by the gravity of the loneliness. I want to retire to a hole 6ft. Starting with the artwork. Since I cant let myself trust anyone or know how to be in a rwaltionship. I am very romantic person. It is easy to live without a companion when it is temporary; when it is permanent it is painful. The 80/20 rule did not exist then. He wants to keep me in his life…but no sex now. i think ill get a dog. I do have a dog. Can we be friends ? Hi Alinia wow! All I had was my truck and a few clothes. Feed your body. I understand so many of the feelings shared here. The thoughts can seep in easily. Thank you, Dr. Jordan. My story is entirely different. It has become a relationship of convenience. My situation could be a little different. The only way it seems that I escape my pain is through dreams. No. Even have kids.. well my marriage was always a one way street. Years later ironically I started speaking to one of my highschool crush again and we started dating. My slight stammer didn’t help make friends either, nor did my significantly low tone of voice. Sorry about my grammar, english is not my first language. What is there is difficult but the sea must live. Dont keep a marriage together because of a child. Ever man I’ve dated has used me my parents never had time for me. I decided at age 13 that the human race is over-populating itself, there is no necessity to create children any more than there is to cure world poverty, and that the most important type of love in LIFE is love for thyself. And I miss it sometimes, health wise I am ina better spot. I hate being alone at 55.I have been a carer to both my mother and father.I care for my son, who is 25 with depression.My daughter lives in Australia and only cares about her husband’s family and the father and uncle who never looked after her like me, a divorced single mother who managed very badly financially, after my forced return from Australia.Life is hell. But his ethics and cowardice wins again and again. unfortunately it takes a lot of struggle to get there and a lot of energy to struggle amidst the crushing loneliness. You can separate from your wife, stay connected to your kids, bear the burden of whatever payment arrangement is made, but get yourself free (some people believe freedom is priceless). But God it hurts. But after the death of my parents,no one really was there.. It’s hard to admit that truth,but have to face it with dare.. Nay, I have nothing to offer to ease your pain, other than to say that my heart bleeds for you. Till he dumps her. Sounds like I’m selfish but it’s the truth . i was in a relationship which was good but after some years we broke up after that i searched for love but everytime i get to know one i feel as if they are not right for me, so i decided i should embrace life and love it. Melt downs inbetween, praying to just die. My boyfriend does care about me but it seems he doesn´t like anything I like, he doesn´t think I am great anymore. Most women nowadays unfortunately are very severely mentally disturbed with no manners and personality at all either when it comes to many of us good single men trying to meet a good woman to settle down with, but they really don’t exist at all these days. Well first of all which the women today are nothing at all like the old days when most women back then were the very complete opposite of today, and real ladies as well which made love very very easy to find in those days just like our family members did with no trouble at all. Not that they all left me – there were some I left on the way because I could see how unreal to me. I’m glad to say otherwise that although I have no romantic love (and have never been pursued in any way), I do have many friends and people I care about (probably more than I should under the circumstances). I was however given some good advice and that was to offer myself the love and kindness I would give to someone else who was feeling as I do. I find that once this kind of thing is brought out in the open and questioned, you might find it to be a bit unfair to “not let yourself find love.” My guess is you’ve had experiences in your life that were discouraging and you never learned to make your emotional need for a love relationship a true respected priority. Thank you HacheEf for you question and interest in my blog. 3. Also available in the iTunes Store More by Interactive. I even think I kept myself deliberately underemployed so that I could claim that I didn’t have enough money to get married. But I am boxed in – no income of my own now. But then again, God was very brainless and clueless when he made a world like this to begin with. But I for one feel fucking strong, maybe I’m a daredevil…but I don’t give up. i was lucky, never had my mum after i was 6 m8nths old, was fostered out for two years , then my absent munded father came and got me because had a new wife who really loved to smash my head into walls and make my nise bleed. And stayed married. all my ex boyfriends had mother’s who always had revelations about me. I also think love isn’t my calling. Thank you for reading and I hope this helps. I keep myself busy with my job, students, graduate studies currently, yet whenever I go bed at night, I could hear walls taking to me. How can you love yoursel, it’s a mystery. But the absence of romantic love is painful, barely tolerable. So sorry for all you’ve endured. Life is full of hurt …..you are not alone, Life is a suffering embrace it.so true these words were then.and so true they ate now.when I was young.I wud have never believed it.but now I go through it everyday. I have learned the hard way their are those that look to take advantage of anyone who they think may be venerable. The only difference is that we are not alone, in a group, feeling lonely; it is kind of ironic, isn’t it? Each year things get tougher than before for me – most probably my treshold to bear life keeps lowering and I am scared to face it all myself. True friendship is a relationship where two people can be themselves with each other. I think my life could better if could live, working, going out and making money. Amazon Price New from Used from Audio CD, Original recording remastered, 22 Sept. 2004 "Please retry" — £44.29: £32.30: Vinyl, Import "Please retry" £72.47 . 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